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Relationship Renovation: Why Couples Get Stuck & How They Find Their Way Back

by EJ and Tarah Kerwin · English · Health

Do you want more love in your relationship? Are you and your partner wanting to strengthen your communication skills? Are intimacy and sex aspects of your marriage that need improvement? Do you need relationship advice? Are you looking for an alternative to marriage counseling? The Relationship

Typical length: 25 min
Language: English

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E299 · 23 min
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E298 · 23 min
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E297 · 28 min
When Stress Takes Over Your Relationship—and How to Find Each Other Again
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E296 · 22 min
How to Support Your Partner Without Losing Yourself
You love your partner. You want to be there for them. You want to listen, support, and make space for what they’re feeling. But what happens when their nervous system starts affecting yours? That’s exactly what happened to us this week. Tarah was overwhelmed and needed to vent. EJ wanted to be present and supportive. But a few minutes into the conversation, EJ could feel himself reaching his own emotional capacity. And that led us to a bigger question: How do you hold space for your partner without disappearing inside their emotions? In this episode, we explore what we’ve started thinking of…
E295 · 18 min
The Moment After: How to Reconnect After a Difficult Conversation
You talked it through. You didn’t blow up. You actually reached a resolution. So why does it still feel weird between you? This week, we had a difficult conversation after our kids left for school. And honestly, we handled it pretty well. We stayed regulated, avoided falling into the Courtroom Trap, listened to each other, and figured out what needed to change. But then we went about our morning—and something still felt off. The conflict was over, but our bodies hadn’t quite gotten the message yet. We call this The Moment After : that vulnerable space after a difficult conversation when…
E294 · 19 min
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E293 · 28 min
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E292 · 14 min
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E291 · 29 min
The Resentment Wall: Why We Keep Pushing Each Other Away
What if resentment isn't the problem... but a form of protection? Most couples think resentment appears overnight. In reality, it forms one small hurt at a time—like adding another brick to a wall. At first, that wall feels like it protects us from being hurt again. Over time, it becomes the very thing that separates us from the person we love. In this deeply personal episode, EJ and Tarah begin by sharing current resentments they still carry toward one another. Instead of avoiding the conversation, they model what it looks like to approach resentment with curiosity, compassion, and…
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The Courtroom Trap: Why Healthy Conversations Shouldn't Feel Like a Trial
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E289 · 21 min
Why Small Arguments Become Big Fights: The Trigger Transfer Trap
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E288 · 28 min
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E287 · 28 min
Why Everything Feels Like Your Responsibility (The Hidden Belief That Was Quietly Running My Life)
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E286 · 26 min
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E285 · 23 min
Why Small Arguments Turn Into Huge Fights (Emotional Safety Part 2)
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E283 · 17 min
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E283 · 37 min
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E282 · 31 min
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E281 · 30 min
Why Couples Feel Rejected, Overwhelmed, and Disconnected (Intimacy Pressure Pt 1)
Why does intimacy start feeling so difficult in long-term relationships? For many couples, intimacy doesn't disappear overnight. Instead, pressure slowly enters the relationship. One partner begins feeling rejected, lonely, or unwanted, while the other feels overwhelmed, anxious, and like they're never enough. In Part 1 of this two-part series, EJ and Tarah Kerwin share their own story of how intimacy pressure developed in their marriage after the birth of their twins and how it created years of misunderstanding, resentment, and emotional disconnection. In this episode, you'll learn: • How…
E280 · 20 min
Caretaking in Relationships: How Couples Rebuild Trust & Emotional Safety | Part 2
In Part 2 of our series on caretaking in relationships, we move beyond identifying the problem and begin helping couples understand how to actually heal the disconnection it creates. Caretaking often looks loving on the surface — avoiding conflict, protecting your partner’s feelings, holding things in to “keep the peace.” But underneath, it quietly erodes emotional safety, trust, intimacy, and connection. In this episode, EJ and Tarah walk couples through: How to recognize when something is being emotionally withheld Why many partners can sense when something feels “off” The difference…
E279 · 48 min
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E278 · 20 min
Why Taking Care Of Everyone Else Is Hurting Your Marriage (Caretaking Part 1)
Have you ever felt like something was “off” in your relationship… even though nobody was technically doing anything wrong? In this episode of the Relationship Renovation Podcast, E.J. and Tarah unpack one of the most common — and misunderstood — dynamics they see in couples therapy: caretaking . Caretaking isn’t just being helpful or supportive. Often, it’s the unconscious habit of withholding feelings, needs, honesty, or vulnerability in an attempt to manage your partner’s emotions — while actually protecting yourself from discomfort, conflict, or rejection. In this conversation, E.J. and…
E277 · 41 min
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E276 · 22 min
How to Stay Connected During Life Transitions (Part 2)
Life transitions can either pull couples apart… or bring them closer together. In Part 1 of this series, we explored why relationships often feel strained during seasons of change — even when the transition itself is positive. In this episode, we move into the solutions. We break down 5 practical tools couples can use to stay emotionally connected during stressful or uncertain seasons, including: how to identify transitions before they create disconnection why naming the transition out loud matters understanding your individual coping patterns avoiding common reactive cycles creating…
E274 · 23 min
Why Your Relationship Feels Off During Life Transitions (Part 1)
Have you ever noticed that your relationship starts to feel off… Right when life is changing? 👉 You move 👉 Have a baby 👉 Start a new job 👉 Even go on vacation And suddenly: You’re arguing more You feel disconnected Or something just feels… different Here’s the confusing part: 👉 Nothing is actually “wrong” In this episode, we break down why transitions—both big and small—can quietly create distance between couples , even when everything seems positive on the surface. You’ll learn: Why change disrupts your relationship more than you expect How loss of routine and predictability impacts…
E274 · 25 min
How to Repair After a Fight (5 Ways to Actually Fix Conflict)
Have you ever argued with your partner… and even though it “ended”… something still didn’t feel right? You told each other you were fine. You moved on with your day. But underneath it all— 👉 there’s still tension 👉 still distance 👉 still something unresolved If this sounds familiar, you’re not alone. In this episode, we break down what’s really happening in those moments: 👉 Ruptures —the emotional disconnection that happens when conflict isn’t fully repaired And more importantly… 👉 how to actually fix them We walk you through 5 powerful ways to repair after conflict , including: Why…
E273 · 27 min
Why Your Relationship Feels Like Roommates (And How to Fix It)
Do you love your partner… but feel more like roommates? Most of your conversations are about: schedules responsibilities getting through the day And somewhere along the way… the connection, intimacy, and fun start to fade. If this sounds familiar, you’re not alone. In this episode, we break down what many couples experience—but don’t always talk about: 👉 The “roommate phase” of long-term relationships We cover: Why even strong relationships drift into routine and disconnection How busy lives, stress, and responsibilities slowly replace connection The hidden costs most couples don’t see…
E272 · 31 min
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