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What The Hell Do I Know w/JB

by Jason Becker · English · Business

Faith, doubt, deconstruction, recovery, and real conversations for people questioning everything.

New episodes: Weekly
Typical length: 1 hr 19 min
Latest: 13 Oct 2026
Language: English

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13 Oct 2026 · 1 hr 25 minNew

Jay Bakker on His Father Jim Bakker, Forgiveness & Radical Grace

This conversation was recorded several months before the passing of Jim Bakker on October 5, 2026. At the time, I had no idea that my conversation with his son, Jay Bakker, would carry this kind of weight when it was released. We talked about his father. His mother, Tammy Faye. The scandals, the pain, the complicated family relationships, and the kind of grace that doesn't require us to pretend those things never happened. One moment in particular has stayed with me. Jay recalled a conversation with his father about discovering a grace so radical that it almost seemed impossible to believe.…

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S3 · E103 · 6 Oct 2026 · 1 hr 12 min
EP 103: When Certainty Becomes an Idol | Jeremy Jernigan
What happens when following Jesus starts costing you the version of Christianity you were handed? In Episode 103 of *What the Hell Do I Know?*, I sit down with Jeremy Jernigan, author of *The Edge of the Inside*, for a conversation about deconstruction, church hurt, certainty, Christian nationalism, LGBTQ+ inclusion, and what it actually means to follow the way of Jesus. Jeremy once had what he describes as his dream job—leading a multi-campus megachurch in Oregon with thousands of people attending each weekend. Then 2020 happened. George Floyd was murdered, the country erupted, and Jeremy…
S3 · E102 · 29 Sep 2026 · 1 hr 2 min
What If Deconstruction Doesn’t Mean Losing Jesus? | Mattie Mae Motl | Ep. 102
What if deconstruction doesn’t have to mean destroying your faith? Mattie Mae Motl is a Bible scholar and PhD candidate studying gender, sexuality, and masculinity in the New Testament. Raised Southern Baptist as a pastor’s daughter, Mattie grew up loving Scripture. But the deeper she studied it, the more questions she began to ask. Today, her faith looks radically different, but she hasn’t walked away from Jesus. In Episode 102, Mattie and I talk about deconstruction, biblical interpretation, LGBTQ+ inclusion, patriarchy, what Scripture actually is, and whether the church can become a place…
S3 · E101 · 22 Sep 2026 · 1 hr 25 min
I Spent 9 Years Trying to Hold Onto Jesus | Dr. Todd Phillips | Ep. 101
What happens when a pastor spends nine years trying to hold onto Jesus…and eventually realizes he no longer believes? Dr. Todd Phillips spent more than two decades as a Christian and pastor, serving in some of the largest evangelical churches in America. But after years of questioning, studying, wrestling and searching for reasons to stay, Todd eventually landed somewhere he never expected: he now describes himself as a “non-resistant nonbeliever.” And he didn’t get there easily. In this conversation, Todd and I sit down for an honest discussion about deconstruction, doubt, biblical…
S3 · E100 · 15 Sep 2026 · 1 hr 6 min
Did the Church Get God’s Design for Women Wrong? | Meghan Tschanz | Episode 100
What if challenging the Church’s treatment of women isn’t walking away from Jesus—but an attempt to follow him more faithfully? For the landmark 100th episode of What the Hell Do I Know with JB, Jason sits down with Meghan Tschanz—author of Women Rising: Learning to Listen, Reclaiming Our Voice and host of the Faith and Feminism podcast. Raised in conservative evangelical Christianity, Meghan was taught that women should not preach, teach or lead and that their primary role was to submit to and serve their husbands. She tried to accept those teachings because she loved God. Then her ministry…
S3 · E99 · 8 Sep 2026 · 1 hr 30 min
“I Just Want My Dad”: Addiction, Forgiveness & Healing | Neko Parham | Ep. 99
What happens when professional success cannot heal the pain you have carried since childhood? In Episode 99 of What the Hell Do I Know with JB, Jason sits down with Neko Parham—actor, writer, producer, director, acting coach, youth mentor and creative director whose career has included projects such as The Wire, Ant-Man, NYPD Blue, Sleepy Hollow, Mr. Mercedes, Bessie and Sabotage. But this conversation goes far beyond Hollywood. Neko opens up about growing up in Decatur, Georgia, being raised in a home filled with strong women and watching his father struggle with cocaine addiction. He…
S3 · E98 · 1 Sep 2026 · 1 hr 18 min
Can Christianity Survive Your Questions? | Max & Caleb Hall | Episode 98
What if asking hard questions isn't the opposite of faith... What if it's actually the beginning of owning it? In Episode 98 of *What the Hell Do I Know with JB*, Jason sits down with brothers Max Hall and Caleb Hall—filmmakers, musicians, storytellers, entrepreneurs and lifelong preacher's kids—to explore one of the biggest questions facing this generation: How do you make your faith your own? Growing up in church, attending Christian school, serving as missionary kids and living under the expectations that often come with being pastor's children, Max and Caleb experienced Christianity from…
S3 · E97 · 25 Aug 2026 · 1 hr 4 min
We Like Being Christian... But Do We Actually Live Like Jesus? | Nick Young | Ep. 97
What happens when a licensed therapist, Army chaplain, firefighter and follower of Jesus challenges the Church to become more like Christ instead of simply looking Christian? In Episode 97 of *What the Hell Do I Know with JB*, Jason sits down with Nick Young—licensed therapist, pastor, former Army National Guard chaplain, former firefighter, co-founder of Black Boy Therapy, and one of the most compassionate voices speaking into faith, race and mental health today. Nick's life has been dedicated to serving others. From the fire service to military chaplaincy, from counseling trauma survivors…
S3 · E96 · 18 Aug 2026 · 1 hr 15 min
He Deconstructed Everything—But Still Clings to Jesus | Colten Barnaby
What happens when a pastor’s kid, Pentecostal preacher and student of early church history begins questioning everything he was taught about salvation, politics, capitalism and the gospel? In Episode 96 of What the Hell Do I Know with JB, Jason sits down with Colten Barnaby, a writer and online creator known for exploring the complicated intersection of theology, politics, history and culture. Colten grew up in a strict Oneness Holiness Pentecostal tradition in North Philadelphia. His family’s church served people experiencing homelessness, addiction, poverty and incarceration while also…
S3 · E95 · 11 Aug 2026 · 1 hr
Outgrowing the Good Christian Girl Without Walking Away from Jesus | Tiffany Dawn | Ep. 95
Can you question what you were taught, outgrow fear-based Christianity and still hold on to Jesus? In Episode 95 of What the Hell Do I Know with JB, Jason sits down with Tiffany Dawn, host of the Outgrowing the Good Christian Girl podcast. Tiffany is an author, speaker, writer and mother of two who helps people move from a black-and-white understanding of faith toward a more honest, nuanced and grace-filled relationship with God. Tiffany grew up deeply immersed in a Pentecostal Christian community. Her childhood included powerful experiences of faith, sincere people who loved God and…
S3 · E94 · 4 Aug 2026 · 1 hr 12 min
The Justice of Jesus: Has the Church Put God in a Box? | Father Joash Thomas | Ep. 94
What does the justice of Jesus actually look like—and has the modern church confused the way of Jesus with power, empire and control? In Episode 94 of What the Hell Do I Know with JB, Jason sits down with Father Joash Thomas, priest, theologian, speaker and author of The Justice of Jesus. Born and raised in Mumbai, India, Joash brings a perspective shaped by an ancient Christian heritage, his experience in American politics and public policy, his work in international human rights, and his journey through evangelical, Pentecostal, Anglican and sacramental traditions. This conversation…
S3 · E93 · 28 Jul 2026 · 1 hr 13 min
Can You Question Christianity Without Losing Jesus? | Joe Smith ep 93
Some conversations don't end with answers.They end with better questions. In this episode of What The Hell Do I Know with JB, I sit down with Joe Smith for one of the most thoughtful conversations we've had about faith, church, deconstruction, inclusion, politics, and what it actually means to follow Jesus. We talk about church hurt, LGBTQ+ inclusion, spiritual trauma, fundamentalism, certainty, grace, and why so many people aren't rejecting Jesus—they're rejecting harmful versions of Christianity. Whether you agree with everything we discuss or not, my hope is simple: Ask better questions.…
E92 · 21 Jul 2026 · 1 hr 15 min
Episode 92 | April Ajoy: Is Christian Nationalism Driving People Away from Jesus?
What happens when questioning your faith actually brings you closer to Jesus? In Episode 92 of "What the Hell Do I Know with JB", I sit down with author, speaker, comedian, and content creator April Ajoy (@aprilajoy) for one of the most thoughtful conversations we've had on the podcast. April grew up immersed in evangelical culture before beginning a long journey of questioning Christian nationalism, politics, church culture, and the beliefs she inherited. But contrary to what many assume, her journey wasn't away from Jesus—it was because of Jesus. Together we talk honestly about grief,…
S3 · E91 · 14 Jul 2026 · 1 hr 1 min
The Questions the Church Is Afraid to Ask | Summer Smash Up Pt. 3
Welcome to **Part 3 of the Summer Smash Up**—a collection of four of my favorite conversations from this season of **What The Hell Do I Know with JB**. If you're new here, this is the perfect place to jump in. This episode brings together four incredible guests who aren't afraid to ask difficult questions, challenge assumptions, and remind us that truth is often found in honest conversation—not easy answers. 🔥 **Ellie Unbound** (@ellieunbound) shares her journey through deconstruction after growing up in the megachurch world and why asking hard questions doesn't have to mean abandoning…
S3 · E90 · 7 Jul 2026 · 39 min
4 Conversations That Will Challenge How You Think | Summer Smashup Part 2
Welcome to Episode 90 of What The Hell Do I Know with JB! ☀️ Summer Smashup Part 2 is here. If you're new to the show, this is one of the best places to start.This special episode brings together some of the most powerful, emotional, and thought-provoking conversations we've had this year. Four incredible guests. Four completely different stories. One common thread...real people having honest conversations. In this episode you'll hear: 🎙️ Jim Pierce sharing his heartbreaking story of childhood abuse, healing, forgiveness, and why getting help can change everything. 🎙️ Valentina Piloneita…
S3 · E89 · 30 Jun 2026 · 43 min
Summer Smash-Up Part 1 | Marriage, Parenting, Faith & Mental Toughness
☀️ SUMMER SMASH-UP | PART 1 OF 3 ☀️I'm taking a little summer break, but I didn't want to leave you hanging. So I dug through some of the most powerful, thought-provoking, and meaningful conversations from Season 3 and put together this Summer Smash-Up series. In Part 1, you'll hear four unforgettable moments:🎙️ Meaghan Hampton (@soulcareforfamilies) on parenting, grace, discipline, and why fear-based parenting often misses the mark.🎙️ Jason Becker (me) (@_jason_becker) reflecting on 25 years of marriage, the lessons learned through counseling, raising kids, faith, and the hard work that…
S3 · E88 · 23 Jun 2026 · 1 hr 14 min
Zack Lambert: Better Ways to Read the Bible, Ask Hard Questions & Build a Faith That Heals | ep 88
Episode 88 of *What the Hell Do I Know with JB* welcomes pastor, author, and thought leader **Zack Lambert**, founder and lead pastor of Restore Austin. Zack joins Jason Becker for a powerful and honest conversation about faith, church culture, biblical interpretation, inclusion, doubt, and what it means to follow Jesus in today's world. Drawing from his book *Better Ways to Read the Bible: Transforming a Weapon of Harm into a Tool of Healing*, Zack shares why so many people are walking away from the church, how harmful interpretations of scripture have impacted generations, and why asking…
E87 · 16 Jun 2026 · 1 hr 52 min
Did Feminism Destroy Western Civilization? | Dr. Vishal Mangalwadi & Jason Becker ep 87
In this episode of What The Hell Do I Know with JB, I sit down with renowned author, philosopher, and cultural commentator Dr. Vishal Mangalwadi for what started as a fascinating conversation about Christianity, Western civilization, truth, freedom, and the Bible's influence on culture. But somewhere along the way, the conversation took a turn neither of us expected. What began as a discussion about faith, history, and the future of the Church became a spirited debate about feminism, marriage, authority, equality, and whether modern Western culture has been strengthened—or weakened—by the…
S3 · E86 · 9 Jun 2026 · 1 hr 37 min
MTV Fame, Addiction & Redemption | Nathaniel Blackburn (Real World Seattle) | Episode 86
From MTV Fame to Rock Bottom to Redemption. In Episode 86 of What the Hell Do I Know with JB, Jason Becker sits down with Nathaniel Blackburn (@nathanielwblackburn), best known as Nathan from MTV's iconic Real World Seattle season and one of the original stars of The Challenge. Nathaniel opens up like never before about life after reality TV fame, the pressure of sudden success, addiction, alcoholism, homelessness, suicidal thoughts, and the painful search for identity that followed his years in the spotlight. What started as a dream of fame quickly became a battle for survival. This…
S3 · E85 · 2 Jun 2026 · 1 hr 29 min
I Was Married to an Abuser for 10 Years... and Didn't Know It | Quinn Padilla
For years, Quinn Padilla believed she was simply married to a difficult man. What she didn't realize was that she was trapped in a cycle of emotional abuse, manipulation, control, and trauma bonding that would keep her stuck for nearly a decade. In this powerful conversation, Quinn shares the raw truth about surviving an abusive marriage to a Green Beret, the hidden forms of abuse that often go unnoticed, the threat of suicide that kept her trapped, and the heartbreaking aftermath that followed. Today, Quinn is a Trauma Therapist and Abuse Recovery Coach helping women identify abusive…
S3 · E84 · 26 May 2026 · 1 hr 25 min
Elle Unbound on Megachurches, Deconstruction, Mental Health & Faith | Ep. 84
Elle Unbound joins JB for one of the most honest conversations we’ve had about faith, church culture, deconstruction, mental health, and the modern American church. Elle opens up about:• Growing up in church• Moving to America to work in megachurch ministry• Why church culture started feeling performative• Mental health struggles inside ministry• Faith, doubt, and living without certainty• Politics and Christianity becoming intertwined• LGBTQ+ exclusion in church spaces• Why curiosity matters more than certainty This episode is not about attacking faith. It’s about asking hard questions,…
E83 · 19 May 2026 · 1 hr 29 min
The Untold Story Behind GigSalad | Mark Steiner on ADHD, Faith & Entrepreneurship
EPISODE 83 What happens when a struggling artist, actor, and booking agent decides to build a platform that changes the entertainment industry? In this episode of What the Hell Do I Know with JB, I sit down with Mark Steiner, CEO and co-founder of GigSalad, to talk about entrepreneurship, adoption, ADHD, faith, resilience, and the long road to building one of the largest entertainment marketplaces in the country. Mark shares:How GigSalad was built WITHOUT investorsWhy “slow growth” might actually be the secretHis powerful adoption storyLessons from entrepreneurship and leadershipThe…
S3 · E82 · 12 May 2026 · 1 hr 37 min
From Addiction to Redemption | Shawn Vinson’s Incredible Story | EP 82
What happens when success, money, addiction, family trauma, and faith all collide? In Episode 82 of What The Hell Do I Know with JB, Jason Becker sits down with Shawn Vinson (@svinson9999) for one of the rawest and most powerful conversations we’ve ever had. Shawn opens up about:Growing up around massive business successBuilding a mortgage empireCocaine addiction and alcoholismLosing everything financiallyHitting absolute rock bottomThe moment his 2-year-old daughter changed his life foreverRecovery, accountability, faith, and rebuilding his family This episode is about redemption, second…
S3 · E81 · 5 May 2026 · 1 hr 32 min
She Left the Church After 40 Years… Here’s Why (w/ Marla Taviano) ep 81
What happens when the belief system that shaped your entire life… starts to unravel? In this episode of *What the Hell Do I Know with JB*, I sit down with author and speaker Marla Taviano for one of the most honest conversations we’ve ever had. Marla spent decades deeply immersed in faith—writing books, teaching, serving, and living what she believed was the “right” way. But over time, questions started to surface… about love, about truth, about harm, and about what it really means to live fully. We talk about:– Growing up in the church and being “all in”– Marriage, red flags, and painful…
S3 · E80 · 28 Apr 2026 · 1 hr 19 min
From Jail to Purpose: John Marrone on Self-Awareness, Discipline & Changing Your Life
In Episode 80 of What the Hell Do I Know with JB, Jason Becker sits down with performance coach and speaker John Marrone (@realjohnmarrone) for one of the most powerful conversations yet.John opens up about growing up with addicted parents, falling into drugs and anger, and hitting rock bottom — including jail and surviving Hurricane Sandy — before making a decision that changed everything. This episode dives deep into:Breaking destructive patternsThe power of self-awarenessWhy most people stay stuckBuilding discipline and mental toughnessFaith, purpose, and personal responsibilityHow to…
S3 · E79 · 21 Apr 2026 · 1 hr 22 min
He Was Told He Had a Brain Tumor… Then This Happened | Chad Miller ep. 79
In Episode 79 of What the Hell Do I Know with JB, I sit down with Chad Miller (@abcd.dad) for a raw, real conversation about resilience, fatherhood, faith, and facing life when everything changes overnight.Chad went from competitive athlete and high performer… to getting a life-altering phone call: a brain tumor diagnosis. What followed was a journey through uncertainty, surgery, recovery, and ultimately—perspective. We talk about:The mindset it takes to not quit when life hits hardGrowing up without a father—and becoming one anywayMarriage, discipline, and showing up for your familyThe…
S3 · E78 · 14 Apr 2026 · 1 hr 19 min
How a McDonald’s Franchise Empire Was Built (18 Locations) | David Costa Story
Welcome back to What the Hell Do I Know with JB — Episode 78 featuring David Costa.David is a McDonald’s franchise owner, business leader, and someone deeply focused on developing people, building culture, and living with purpose. From growing up in a military family to helping lead an organization with 18+ McDonald’s locations, David shares the real story behind business success, leadership, and personal growth. In this episode, we dive into:Building a family business from the ground upLessons from running 18 McDonald’s franchisesWhy leadership starts with taking care of your peopleHow to…
E77 · 7 Apr 2026 · 1 hr 29 min
From Alcoholic to Purpose: Ray Hagler’s Wild Comeback Story | Episode 77
Episode 77 of What the Hell Do I Know with JB is one of the most powerful conversations we’ve had yet. JB sits down with Ray Hagler — entrepreneur, founder of Beach to Bay Appliance Services, and creator of the “Out of the Truck” system — to talk about a life that went from chaos to purpose. Ray opens up about:🔥 Drinking nearly a liter a day and hitting rock bottom🔥 A life-changing moment on the bridge that saved his life🔥 Losing everything — family, relationships, and direction🔥 Finding faith, clarity, and rebuilding from scratch🔥 Turning pain into purpose and building a business that…
E76 · 31 Mar 2026 · 1 hr 29 min
#076: Why Most Entrepreneurs Fail After Starting | Matt Loney on Scaling, Time & Purpose
How do you scale a business beyond the startup phase? Why do most entrepreneurs fail after early success? In Episode #076 of What the Hell Do I Know with JB, Jason Becker sits down with CEO and business operator Matt Loney to break down how to scale a business, build strong teams, and create long-term growth in today’s economy. Matt Loney has worked with private equity-backed companies, family-owned businesses, and multi-unit platforms—helping founders transition from startup to scalable, system-driven organizations. This episode covers entrepreneurship, leadership development, business…
S3 · E75 · 24 Mar 2026 · 1 hr 17 min
From Venezuela to Florida Classrooms: A Story That Will Change You | Ep. 75
In Episode 75, JB sits down with Valentina Piloneita — a Spanish teacher, immigrant, and founder of a powerful grassroots literacy movement helping families reconnect through reading.Born in Venezuela and moving to the U.S. at just 12 years old, Valentina shares her raw experience of learning English, navigating fear, and finding her identity in a new country. Today, she’s on a mission to help immigrant families — especially children — build confidence, connection, and opportunity through literacy. This conversation dives deep into: What it’s REALLY like for immigrant students in American…

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Faith, doubt, deconstruction, recovery, and real conversations for people questioning everything.

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Typical length: 1 hr 19 min
Latest episode: 13 Oct 2026
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