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Aware and Aggravated

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Make Leveling Up Your Natural State Of Being.

New episodes: Every two weeks
Typical length: 35 min
Latest: 4 Oct 2026
Language: English

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4 Oct 2026 · 31 min

75. The Good Habits Of Trauma

Let's trauma bond over ways certain things warped my brain. If you get it, you get it lol Man Beaters & Sunglasses: 🕶️ https://leoskepicollection.com Amazon Storefront (Things I actually use/buy) https://a.co/d/04ENNIRF Social Media: https://www.instagram.com/leoskepi https://www.tiktok.com/@leoskepi https://www.snapchat.com/add/leoskepi Substack: https://substack.com/@leoskepi?utm_so ... My App Positive Focus: (Apple) https://apps.apple.com/us/app/positive-focus/id1559260311 (Google) https://play.google.com/store/apps/detailsid=com.positivefocusapp&hl=en_US&gl=US&pli=1 Business Inquiries:…

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27 Sep 2026 · 32 min

74. When Discipline Disappears

Waking up to the true self is fun and games until it's time to function like "normal." Motives for doings things switch, and typical tactics for productivity lose their potency. This is what I discovered. MAN BEATERS: https://leoskepicollection.com Amazon Storefront (Things I actually use/buy) https://a.co/d/04ENNIRF Social Media: https://www.instagram.com/leoskepi https://www.tiktok.com/@leoskepi https://www.snapchat.com/add/leoskepi Substack: https://substack.com/@leoskepi?utm_so ... My App Positive Focus: (Apple) https://apps.apple.com/us/app/positive-focus/id1559260311 (Google)…
6 Sep 2026 · 29 min

73. Fixation Is Rooted In The Fantasy Of Relief

Who inside you is fixating on things? And what is the relief you've convinced yourself is on the other side of achieving or understanding the object of your fixation? Merch & Sunglasses: 🕶️ https://leoskepicollection.com Amazon Storefront (Things I actually use/buy) https://a.co/d/04ENNIRF Social Media: https://www.instagram.com/leoskepi https://www.tiktok.com/@leoskepi https://www.snapchat.com/add/leoskepi Substack: https://substack.com/@leoskepi?utm_so ... My App Positive Focus: (Apple) https://apps.apple.com/us/app/positive-focus/id1559260311 (Google)…
17 Aug 2026 · 35 min

72. Dismantling- The Weapon For People Pleasers

People pleasing is the control of attachment coming IN, and dismantling is the control of attachment goes OUT. Merch & Sunglasses: 🕶️ https://leoskepicollection.com Amazon Storefront (Things I actually use/buy) https://a.co/d/04ENNIRF Social Media: https://www.instagram.com/leoskepi https://www.tiktok.com/@leoskepi https://www.snapchat.com/add/leoskepi Substack: https://substack.com/@leoskepi?utm_so ... My App Positive Focus: (Apple) https://apps.apple.com/us/app/positive-focus/id1559260311 (Google) https://play.google.com/store/apps/detailsid=com.positivefocusapp&hl=en_US&gl=US&pli=1…
9 Aug 2026 · 31 min

71. Burn Them Out Of Your Mind

Here's how to burn someone out of your mind for good ;) Merch: 🕶️ https://leoskepicollection.com Amazon Storefront: https://a.co/d/04ENNIRF Social Media: https://www.instagram.com/leoskepi https://www.tiktok.com/@leoskepi https://www.snapchat.com/add/leoskepi Substack: https://substack.com/@leoskepi?utm_so ... My App Positive Focus: (Apple) https://apps.apple.com/us/app/positive-focus/id1559260311 (Google) https://play.google.com/store/apps/detailsid=com.positivefocusapp&hl=en_US&gl=US&pli=1 Business Inquiries: Team@leoskepi.com
2 Aug 2026 · 28 min

70. The Spiritual Isolation Phase

What I've been learning about the spiritual phase of loneliness AKA the "dark night of the soul." Merch: 🕶️ https://leoskepicollection.com Social Media: https://www.instagram.com/leoskepi https://www.tiktok.com/@leoskepi https://www.snapchat.com/add/leoskepi Substack: https://substack.com/@leoskepi?utm_so ... My App Positive Focus: (Apple) https://apps.apple.com/us/app/positive-focus/id1559260311 (Google) https://play.google.com/store/apps/detailsid=com.positivefocusapp&hl=en_US&gl=US&pli=1 Business Inquiries: Team@leoskepi.com
26 Jul 2026 · 26 min

69. Authenticity & The Gold Shelf

If you’re trying to BE something, it’s not authentic. The same way you’re not anything that is observable ;) This episode is the most recent illusion that fell that all stemmed from resonating with a gold shelf, lol. Merch & Sunglasses: 🕶️ https://leoskepicollection.com Social Media: https://www.instagram.com/leoskepi https://www.tiktok.com/@leoskepi https://www.snapchat.com/add/leoskepi Substack: https://substack.com/@leoskepi?utm_so ... My App Positive Focus: (Apple) https://apps.apple.com/us/app/positive-focus/id1559260311 (Google)…
12 Jul 2026 · 32 min

68. The Biggest Block To Receiving

The title says it all. And no, it has nothing to do with "deserving." Shop: 🕶️ https://leoskepicollection.com Social Media: https://www.instagram.com/leoskepi https://www.tiktok.com/@leoskepi https://www.snapchat.com/add/leoskepi Substack: https://substack.com/@leoskepi?utm_so ... My App Positive Focus: (Apple) https://apps.apple.com/us/app/positive-focus/id1559260311 (Google) https://play.google.com/store/apps/detailsid=com.positivefocusapp&hl=en_US&gl=US&pli=1 Business Inquiries: Team@leoskepi.com
29 Jun 2026 · 23 min

67. Grief Is Meant To Change You. Now Let It

Grief is meant to change you, and I recently learned your only option is to let it. Merch: 🕶️ https://leoskepicollection.com Social Media: https://www.instagram.com/leoskepi https://www.tiktok.com/@leoskepi https://www.snapchat.com/add/leoskepi Substack: https://substack.com/@leoskepi?utm_so ... My App Positive Focus: (Apple) https://apps.apple.com/us/app/positive-focus/id1559260311 (Google) https://play.google.com/store/apps/detailsid=com.positivefocusapp&hl=en_US&gl=US&pli=1 Business Inquiries: Team@leoskepi.com
8 Jun 2026 · 51 min

66. How To Exit Survival Mode & Cure Anhedonia

The title is straight forward and exactly what this episode is for- Exiting survival mode and curing anhedonia/hopelessness. Merch: 🕶️ https://leoskepicollection.com Social Media: https://www.instagram.com/leoskepi https://www.tiktok.com/@leoskepi https://www.snapchat.com/add/leoskepi Substack: https://substack.com/@leoskepi?utm_so ... My App Positive Focus: (Apple) https://apps.apple.com/us/app/positive-focus/id1559260311 (Google) https://play.google.com/store/apps/detailsid=com.positivefocusapp&hl=en_US&gl=US&pli=1 Business Inquiries: Team@leoskepi.com
24 May 2026 · 1 hr 6 min

65. The Betrayal That Broke Me

How I escaped fight or flight mode and reset my nervous system. *The audio in this episode had an issue but future episodes sound quality will be back to normal after this one! Merch coming back May 29th! 🕶️ https://leoskepicollection.com Social Media: https://www.instagram.com/leoskepi https://www.tiktok.com/@leoskepi https://www.snapchat.com/add/leoskepi Substack: https://substack.com/@leoskepi?utm_so ... My App Positive Focus: (Apple) https://apps.apple.com/us/app/positive-focus/id1559260311 (Google) https://play.google.com/store/apps/detailsid=com.positivefocusapp&hl=en_US&gl=US&pli=1…
14 Apr 2026 · 15 min

64. God Will Break What Needs To Be Rebuilt

A check in episode while I sort everything out. Love you all so much! I'm excited for the next episode! Merch: 🕶️ https://leoskepicollection.com Social Media: https://www.instagram.com/leoskepi https://www.tiktok.com/@leoskepi https://www.snapchat.com/add/leoskepi Substack: https://substack.com/@leoskepi?utm_so ... My App Positive Focus: (Apple) https://apps.apple.com/us/app/positive-focus/id1559260311 (Google) https://play.google.com/store/apps/detailsid=com.positivefocusapp&hl=en_US&gl=US&pli=1 Business Inquiries: Team@leoskepi.com
22 Mar 2026 · 39 min

63. WWLD- Age Gaps, Confessing Feelings For A Friend, & Global Corruption

This WWLD covers confessing feelings for a friend, age gap relationships, not feeling like you're enough for your parents' love, and how I stay sane with all the political corruption being exposed. I hit on a few other topics, but doing another WWLD next week! Pop-up Store Details: 🛍️ March 28-29th (Open 11am-7pm) 📍 1125 Providence Street Houston, TX 77002 WWLD Submissions: https://docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1FAIpQLSfmNrePqQ25S3HZd-iXijxVgp50ezusiXhtoxeMH9okllmo2w/viewform Merch: 🕶️ https://leoskepicollection.com Social Media: https://www.instagram.com/leoskepi…
15 Mar 2026 · 39 min

62. Leave People Alone With Themselves

The title is exactly it. Leave people alone with themselves and stop taking responsibility for what's THEIRS. No more questioning yourself and feeling like you aren't enough. Self love can't exist until you do this is the lesson life just taught me. Let me spare you the painful lesson of going through it any longer than you have to lol. Pop-up Store Details: 🛍️ March 28-29th (Open 11am-7pm) 📍 1125 Providence Street Houston, TX 77002 Merch: 🕶️ https://leoskepicollection.com Social Media: https://www.instagram.com/leoskepi https://www.tiktok.com/@leoskepi…
3 Mar 2026 · 31 min

61. After 3 Days Alone In The Woods I Stopped Resenting God

I ran away into the woods for 3 days to sit in silence and address my resentment I felt toward God. This is everything that came from it. Also the lil story of why I started shooting in the middle of the night. Pop-up Store Details: 🛍️ March 28-29th 📍 1125 Providence Street Houston, TX 77002 WWLD Submissions: https://docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1FA ... Merch & Sunglasses (MARCH 7TH) 🕶️ https://leoskepicollection.com Social Media: https://www.instagram.com/leoskepi https://www.tiktok.com/@leoskepi https://www.snapchat.com/add/leoskepi Substack: https://substack.com/@leoskepi?utm_so ... My…
14 Feb 2026 · 37 min

60. The Self Worth Reset After Trying To Earn Love

Everything I wish I knew sooner about self love. Pop-up Store Details: Mach 28-29th in Houston, TX Merch: https://leoskepicollection.com Social Media: https://www.instagram.com/leoskepi https://www.tiktok.com/@leoskepi https://www.snapchat.com/add/leoskepi Substack: https://substack.com/@leoskepi?utm_so ... My App Positive Focus: (Apple) https://apps.apple.com/us/app/positive-focus/id1559260311 (Google) https://play.google.com/store/apps/detailsid=com.positivefocusapp&hl=en_US&gl=US&pli=1 Business Inquiries: Team@leoskepi.com
1 Feb 2026 · 33 min

59. I Drank & Got A Bag...

An honest convo about unconditional love, opposition to being blessed, and how coke is the drug of mistrust. The clarity finally came. Merch: https://leoskepicollection.com Social Media: https://www.instagram.com/leoskepi https://www.tiktok.com/@leoskepi https://www.snapchat.com/add/leoskepi Substack: https://substack.com/@leoskepi?utm_so ... My App Positive Focus: (Apple) https://apps.apple.com/us/app/positive-focus/id1559260311 (Google) https://play.google.com/store/apps/detailsid=com.positivefocusapp&hl=en_US&gl=US&pli=1 Business Inquiries: Team@leoskepi.com
18 Jan 2026 · 12 min

58. Social Media Is In Late Stage Addiction

Short podcast this week, but wanted to check in with you guys :) Merch: https://leoskepicollection.com Social Media: https://www.instagram.com/leoskepi https://www.tiktok.com/@leoskepi https://www.snapchat.com/add/leoskepi School lunch debt donations: https://allforlunch.org/leoskepi/ SCAM WEBSITE (BEWARE): https://taxidermymountforsale.com Substack: https://substack.com/@leoskepi?utm_so ... My App Positive Focus: (Apple) https://apps.apple.com/us/app/positive-focus/id1559260311 (Google) https://play.google.com/store/apps/detailsid=com.positivefocusapp&hl=en_US&gl=US&pli=1 Business…
4 Jan 2026 · 33 min

57. My New Year's Resolution That Already Worked

This is one of my favorite podcast episodes! I talked about the Golden Rule from the Bible and how I thought it was BS until it flipped my perspective on revenge, the purification happening around my sexuality, and a few tips & tricks for 2026 that stemmed from my resolution to get active in the physical reality. Merch: https://leoskepicollection.com Social Media: https://www.instagram.com/leoskepi https://www.tiktok.com/@leoskepi https://www.snapchat.com/add/leoskepi School lunch debt donations: https://allforlunch.org/leoskepi/ SCAM WEBSITE (BEWARE): https://taxidermymountforsale.com…
31 Dec 2025 · 41 min

56. Following My Heart Didn't Pay Off This Time

God pissed me off the last few weeks. Let's get into it School lunch debt donations: https://allforlunch.org/leoskepi/ Merch: https://leoskepicollection.com Social Media: https://www.instagram.com/leoskepi https://www.tiktok.com/@leoskepi https://www.snapchat.com/add/leoskepi SCAM WEBSITE: https://taxidermymountforsale.com Substack: https://substack.com/@leoskepi?utm_so ... My App Positive Focus: (Apple) https://apps.apple.com/us/app/positive-focus/id1559260311 (Google) https://play.google.com/store/apps/detailsid=com.positivefocusapp&hl=en_US&gl=US&pli=1 Business Inquiries: Team@leoskepi.com
14 Dec 2025 · 1 hr 6 min

55. The Gift Of Discernment & The Inward Turn

This episode is all about discernment, how to practically decipher between emotions vs intuition, and staying in alignment no matter what. I also hit on emotional healing and how to "trust" God even when you don't get what you're trying to manifest/line up with. Merch: https://leoskepicollection.com Social Media: https://www.instagram.com/leoskepi https://www.tiktok.com/@leoskepi https://www.snapchat.com/add/leoskepi Substack: https://substack.com/@leoskepi?utm_so ... My App Positive Focus: (Apple) https://apps.apple.com/us/app/positive-focus/id1559260311 (Google)…
30 Nov 2025 · 38 min

54. Hatred & Righteous Revenge

One week reading a Bible and here we are, more aggravated than ever 😂 Merch: https://leoskepicollection.com Social Media: https://www.instagram.com/leoskepi https://www.tiktok.com/@leoskepi https://www.snapchat.com/add/leoskepi Substack: https://substack.com/@leoskepi?utm_so ... My App Positive Focus: (Apple) https://apps.apple.com/us/app/positive-focus/id1559260311 (Google) https://play.google.com/store/apps/detailsid=com.positivefocusapp&hl=en_US&gl=US&pli=1 Business Inquiries: Team@leoskepi.com
24 Nov 2025 · 38 min

53. I Bought A Bible...

The path I've been going down since moving to Miami finally makes sense. Taking you along with this journey no matter how uncomfortable it gets. This episode is very spiritually lead... Merch: https://leoskepicollection.com Social Media: https://www.instagram.com/leoskepi https://www.tiktok.com/@leoskepi https://www.snapchat.com/add/leoskepi Substack: https://substack.com/@leoskepi?utm_so ... My App Positive Focus: (Apple) https://apps.apple.com/us/app/positive-focus/id1559260311 (Google) https://play.google.com/store/apps/detailsid=com.positivefocusapp&hl=en_US&gl=US&pli=1 Business…
18 Nov 2025 · 37 min

52. The Intuitive Shift EVERYONE Is Feeling

We all got the same intuitive ping... Let's discuss why Merch: https://leoskepicollection.com Social Media: https://www.instagram.com/leoskepi https://www.tiktok.com/@leoskepi https://www.snapchat.com/add/leoskepi Substack: https://substack.com/@leoskepi?utm_so ... My App Positive Focus: (Apple) https://apps.apple.com/us/app/positive-focus/id1559260311 (Google) https://play.google.com/store/apps/detailsid=com.positivefocusapp&hl=en_US&gl=US&pli=1 Business Inquiries: Team@leoskepi.com
2 Nov 2025 · 39 min

51. Clarity That Instantly Changed My Entire Life... Twice

This is the clarity that instantly changes my life every single time. Freedom comes at a cost, and it's not one I was able to afford until now. Merch: https://leoskepicollection.com Social Media: https://www.instagram.com/leoskepi https://www.tiktok.com/@leoskepi https://www.snapchat.com/add/leoskepi Substack: https://substack.com/@leoskepi?utm_so ... My App Positive Focus: (Apple) https://apps.apple.com/us/app/positive-focus/id1559260311 (Google) https://play.google.com/store/apps/detailsid=com.positivefocusapp&hl=en_US&gl=US&pli=1 Business Inquiries: Team@leoskepi.com
19 Oct 2025 · 38 min

50. Things That Secretly Damaged My Self Esteem

A list of things that will secretly make you feel insecure & eat away at your self esteem. This was only part of the list... more episodes coming on this topic. Merch: https://leoskepicollection.com Social Media: https://www.instagram.com/leoskepi https://www.tiktok.com/@leoskepi https://www.snapchat.com/add/leoskepi My App Positive Focus: (Apple) https://apps.apple.com/us/app/positive-focus/id1559260311 (Google) https://play.google.com/store/apps/detailsid=com.positivefocusapp&hl=en_US&gl=US&pli=1 Substack: https://substack.com/@leoskepi?utm_so ... Business Inquiries: Team@leoskepi.com
12 Oct 2025 · 38 min

49. How I Got Out Of The Rut

Happy to be back! Here's how I got out of the rut I felt stuck in for the past 2 months. Merch: https://leoskepicollection.com Substack: https://substack.com/@leoskepi?utm_so ... Social Media: https://www.instagram.com/leoskepi https://www.tiktok.com/@leoskepi https://www.snapchat.com/add/leoskepi My App Positive Focus: (Apple) https://apps.apple.com/us/app/positive-focus/id1559260311 (Google) https://play.google.com/store/apps/detailsid=com.positivefocusapp&hl=en_US&gl=US&pli=1 Business Inquiries: Team@leoskepi.com
14 Sep 2025 · 30 min

48. The Cost Of Context Just Got Higher

My thoughts on recent news & a new truth about imposter syndrome. Merch: https://leoskepicollection.com Substack: https://substack.com/@leoskepi?utm_so ... Social Media: https://www.instagram.com/leoskepi https://www.tiktok.com/@leoskepi https://www.snapchat.com/add/leoskepi My App Positive Focus: (Apple) https://apps.apple.com/us/app/positive-focus/id1559260311 (Google) https://play.google.com/store/apps/detailsid=com.positivefocusapp&hl=en_US&gl=US&pli=1 Business Inquiries: Team@leoskepi.com
20 Jul 2025 · 30 min

47. Life Unlocks After You Contemplate Ending It

Hope this helps someone. I promise it gets better! Merch: https://leoskepicollection.com Substack: https://substack.com/@leoskepi?utm_so ... Social Media: https://www.instagram.com/leoskepi https://www.tiktok.com/@leoskepi https://www.snapchat.com/add/leoskepi My App Positive Focus: (Apple) https://apps.apple.com/us/app/positive-focus/id1559260311 (Google) https://play.google.com/store/apps/detailsid=com.positivefocusapp&hl=en_US&gl=US&pli=1 Business Inquiries: Team@leoskepi.com
10 Jul 2025 · 57 min

46. Performative People & The Violence Of Being Ignored

This is a rant from my soul. Merch: https://leoskepicollection.com Substack: https://substack.com/@leoskepi?utm_so ... Social Media: https://www.instagram.com/leoskepi https://www.tiktok.com/@leoskepi https://www.snapchat.com/add/leoskepi My App Positive Focus: (Apple) https://apps.apple.com/us/app/positive-focus/id1559260311 (Google) https://play.google.com/store/apps/detailsid=com.positivefocusapp&hl=en_US&gl=US&pli=1 Business Inquiries: Team@leoskepi.com

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New episodes: Every two weeks
Typical length: 35 min
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